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Enjoying Self

Like I said before, I prefer fewer crowds now.
If you ask how many crowd?
I could say, less than 10 people.

*booooo....*

I got this message from my friend for scheduling time for Ramadhan gathering of my High School Classmates.
I don't feel that I have to give my schedule to them.
I don't want to be so chatty on those day forward.
I'm enjoying myself now.

I enjoy to watch movie alone. I enjoy to have meals alone. I enjoy to have window shopping alone. I enjoy to read books alone (of course I do! This is my autistic phase!) I enjoy to observe peoples when talk to them. I enjoy all my feelings that come from peoples around me, and their feeling that come out from them self. Sometimes I absorb it accidentally. If it's a positive one, i will be okay, and it will occur vice versa with negative feelings. It makes me feeling a bad mood also. LoL

But I do like conversation with strangers, e.g. in my clinic duties today. I met few peoples, I don't really know them. I think that I could smile sincerely to them. Wow! Such a shaded thought.

Maybe I'm just enjoying myself.
Maybe I just need a persona. Let's put a mask then!
Every people have a mask. All my friends often wear a mask, even my closest friends towards me.

Well, we need it, sometimes, or every time? :)

Oh My God!
This script is so in darkness sense! LoL

Hope you still enjoy reading it!
So, as always,
Read Happily All!
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